Nick's Log: Aug.22,2020

 A miracle happened on this day. Way back in 1980 a baby was born via an emergency C-section. When the Mother to be entered the hospital, the nurses didn't believe she was even pregnant! See her child was coming 3 months before his due date! The Drs. gave a 50% chance of surviving, and if he did, he'd be in and out of the hospital most his life, or mentally handicapped. That was the first miracle of my life, and God's hand continued to stay on me 40 years later!! I was thinking back on my life today and was dumbfounded at the reckless love of God! He was there with me protecting me from sickness. Even before I asked Jesus to come into my heart in 1992. Father God was guiding me calling me to the ministry in 7th grade..I think. I have memory problems, #1 from being born premature, #2 if y'all ever meet Mom, well DNA is also where I may have gotten the issues! Love you Momma! I was in Mrs. Wolf's English class when I heard the Holy Spirit call me to preach His gospel. Yet I turned away from God and walked my own way. Practicing Witchcraft, homosexual acts, lustful acts...all the while the Holy Spirit was speaking, saying stop, come back to Me..yet I ignored Him. I listened to a point. If I hadn't, what I was accused of would have actually happened and probably much worse cuz I was consumed with lust by that point. Thank God for His Spirit! See, even through all the abuse throughout my life, the wrong decisions, the pain I caused, Jesus was there. Crying out through the Holy Spirit drawing me back to Himself because He still and always will love me! Do y'all realize no matter where you are, how far away you've gone from Jesus Christ, He STILL loves you! Jesus came to earth and died for all our sins..get this..while we were still sinners!( Romans 5:8). I'll tell you what, THAT is love y'all! Hallelujah!! Jesus meets you where we are and lifts us from the pits of sin! Cory Asbury sings a song titled Reckless Love. Verse two says " When I was your foe, still Your Love fought for me, You have been so, so good to me. When I felt no worth, You paid it all for me. You have been so, so kind to me." Look up this song and listen. It's the life story song of any one who has Jesus as Lord and Savior!